The power of Believing and Hope

It's okay if things change.

It's okay if I have to fight off problems everyday of my life.

It's okay if I feel alone sometimes in this journey

It's okay that I am not willing to give up

It's okay if I got tore apart and pushed over by Reality

It's okay if I lost something on the way, maintaining my values and beliefs

It's okay if I still love those moments

It's okay if I am still fighting for the future and present.

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Someone said . . .

What may be good for you may not be the BEST for you. Although this was a comment on facebook, I wonder how true is this for me.

It is a bad year for me ever since I came back from UK. I never felt so out of place.

So many times these ugly things  happened. But I kept telling myself it would be better again and again. Did I manage to trick myself to be happy and perhaps, this is not really what I want?

So many rejection from so many sources just because I put myself out there. They say if you aim higher, maybe you might fall near the stars above. I feel that this is far from the truth. Perhaps it is based on one's perspective.

Believe me, I did try. I am not sure this is going right anymore. I know when you throw yourself out there and try anything, you must be prepared to face the rejection and failures that you don't even expect to hit you.

Can I take any more of those hits?

I can't just complain and do nothing. Whether I like it or not, I am alone in CLP. I am the one sitting for this BL**** EXAM. I have done my homework and have reached to the midpoint of this journey. To throw everything now is a waste of my time and energy.

Tell yourself, it's alright if nobody appreciates you or things go wrong. For after a stormy rain, the sunlight will show itself again. It is just a matter of time and hope.