Alamak. NOOOOO

Darn. Im still Slacking.

and Bored. Guess it is Time for a Change. Before it is too Late.

Had a funny Night with the Seafood Gang. lol

and I realized im a little controlling. hehe. Im trying to change.

Give me some Slack. and Time.

argh....

But who is Gonna Whip me for Too Much Slacking. Though i wan a Whipper. But..

Dont Think I will Listen to her/ him. lol

toodles

hehehehe

I Love it When You Miss mua.

Muaxx

So Enjoy Those Moments

Cant be thinking too much. What can I do?

Maybe Slow Down. Enjoy D Present.

Prepare for d future?

I've seen Pictures from friends' sites.. showing how awesome and thrilling stepping onto another country. Such as The U.K.

but will I be Ever Ready? Thought so. No.

Haha, I have even thought that If i Could have decided again, I might not choose U.K. - thinking that I have everything I need here. Maybe I am wrong. But NO More What-ifs. It is Done.

We might think we have enough. This is IT. the One. My choice. My Final Awesome Result.

Cant be always Right. Cos it might be only true or feel true at That moment. What if it changes. Priorities swapped with other new things? - Fifteen by Taylor Swift. That's where I learned... from d music.

Guess. Just embrace the opportunity. I might feel uncomfortable. leaving my Nest. My Comfort Zone. My Cosy Bed. My cute family. But it is done. Just make The Most out of It =)

Helo 2010.

Fight. Strive. Harder. higher

Fight till the end. Fight till we win. Fight putting in everything we have. Fight for what we believe.

Fight

So how Do we Deal with Fights?

Fade Away. I cant Hear myself now.

time to face it.

I know that I have been going on and doing stuff Just to enjoy the moments. reckless perhaps? no idea.

time to buckle up?

decisions decisions. in the end, there will be a crossroad to decide. kinda hate it.

guess i;ve been in the shell. out from d world awhile. i figured out that was why i was suffocating. time to remedy my problems (or overturn conseqences)

ta-da. wont give up ^ ^

even relationships with other people. i realised something being deficient in my relationships. but i did not bother much to fix them at times. probably, I was scared to fix it. or think that it is best to leave it alone. more poking will do the damage.

or im just timid? haha yeah. i dont really socialize much these days.

solutions? still thinking and improving.

guess exercising my heart to maintain my relationships have gone beyond their extent. pretty good. i wouldnt want to ask WHAT IF i did it correctly... anymore.

Just grab hold of that person. those people. their hands. their hearts. never let go if u dont want them to.

It just takes Your sincerity, Humility, Time and Effort.

=)

Life is Full of surprises If you Open that Door